lalala

2006-06-08T09:56:00.000+08:00

I HAVE MOVEEDD!

http://www.xanga.com/skipthegdbyes

BYEBYE! :D

2006-06-07T12:38:00.000+08:00

wahlao huiwen and susan blogged so much pls. IM INSPIRED NOW. i will blog after i save my physics la okay. it's dead.

meanwhile, visit http://www.xanga.com/soozenn and http://psychedelia-.blogspot.com/. and again i reiterate my point, milo rocks :)

i've turned nocturnal la omg. i slept at 4 and woke at 12 and i haven't touched my physics :D i think i'll crash xiang's later or smthing. to do physics. interesting shit.

mark is damn lousy. he lost his bet :D yayy okie gdbye im going to revive my physics now. laterrrr. long post coming upp! :D

2006-06-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

im too lazy to blog about milo trip. susan has just got a xanga :) i wanna get one too, after i complete my stupid physics pt. I MISS MILO NOWWW :( i'll probably blog about it when i get my xanga :) yay hiphiphooray!

your voice is heaven, but it hurts.
your words are memories, but they burn.

baby just walk away,
you know i can't stay.
there's no easy way to say goodbye,
so baby just say goodnight.

2006-05-21T13:43:00.000+08:00

i can play squash (like properly again) in 4 days! yay! i really hope my stupid foot heals. i am so irritated with it.

team dinner was cool, we stuffed so much food in and felt so fat but it was goood :) i loved the cakes, they comprised of 3/4 of my whole meal there :D buffets make you feel so FAT, i swear. rahh. last year in rgsquash :( nationals are over :( i'll miss being in it loads, and the juniors of course! :(

yanchu ytd night. twas quite funny, and pretty short. good job to all who acted/contributed :) headed to cine for supper after that, where we (or at least, i) stuffed myself with foood again. my god, i should really stop doing it, but food is so irrestible, ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

okay, i gotta go, byebye. :)

p/s: sorry guys the photo quality's lk, ughhh. i still havent exactly figured out which mode to use in the dark. looks lk the night mode isn't too good. heh.

2006-05-21T13:37:00.000+08:00

im a lion hear me ROAR!

2006-05-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

michelle darling!

2006-05-21T13:35:00.000+08:00

whoosh sugarrush from the cakes we ate!

2006-05-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

juniors! while they're landing :) hee the rest captured in susan's cam la, mine's too slow :(

2006-05-21T13:32:00.000+08:00

so daark. landing!

2006-05-21T13:31:00.000+08:00

AHHHH I FELL. i can only land on one foot so yeah. hahaha

2006-05-21T13:29:00.000+08:00

I JUST WANNA JUMP! [jump]
dont wanna think about tmr [jump]
i just dont care tonight,
i just wanna jump [jump!]
dont wanna think about my sorrows,
let's goooo-oo,
forget your problems,
i just wanna JUMP!
[simpleplan :)]

2006-05-21T13:27:00.000+08:00

....... dont ask me.

2006-05-21T13:26:00.000+08:00

zeslene said we should imitate the fountain!

2006-05-21T13:25:00.000+08:00

when they were discussing what poses to do, i was stoning.

2006-05-21T13:24:00.000+08:00

haha what are they doing.

2006-05-21T13:23:00.000+08:00

tada! sec threes :D

2006-05-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

rgsquash :) i lk the background :)

2006-05-21T13:19:00.000+08:00

TWINNIES :) yay we're 16! dont needa sneak into nc16 movies! (looks at susan and yl! :D)

2006-05-21T13:18:00.000+08:00

darling juniors :D dont know why but they wanted a photo with the lampost!

2006-05-21T13:17:00.000+08:00

yl susan on orchard rdd :D :D

2006-05-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

pregnant with curry puffs? hah, so cute!

2006-05-21T01:08:00.001+08:00

WE'RE GOING TO THE 2006 FIFA WORLD CUP!
aiyah no we lied, we aren't :( SUSAN IS THOUGH, PROBABLY! GRRRRRRR.

2006-05-21T01:08:00.000+08:00

so cute! SUSAN!

2006-05-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

musclesss.

2006-05-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

chelsia darling and i!
(LOOK IN THE BACKGROUND)

2006-05-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

jh and i! pretty girll :)
(OHH LOOK BEHIND, IT'S HEAD PREFECT SHONA! PRETTY RIGHT!)

2006-05-21T01:01:00.001+08:00

whoosh :) love you!

2006-05-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

besties x)

2006-05-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

yilinn and i :)

2006-05-09T14:26:00.000+08:00

happy birthday natasha tohhhhh :) wahlao i didn't get to eat the blueberry cheesecake :(

i spent my whole morning sinking in the couch, being hopelessly immobile. and now after all the frenzy, im sitting back here eating pretzels dipped in peanut butter and having quite a desperate craving for milo dinosaur.

i've already given up on bio and chem, since im going to screw up during the tests anyway.

yayy i finally got a private blog. so byebye to this one. bye :)

2006-05-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

i love you guys, just as much as i love fcbc.

always, and forever.

i just read the cell blog. i wish things aren't so difficult. i miss you all loads.. do take care pple. vanessa especially, pls stop jumping around so much. you need to recover you know. steph mummy, and all the rest whom i haven't seen for so long, i hope you're doing fine.

i care, i still care.

2006-05-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

everyday i learn a little more about the thing called life :)

thanks a million, hosheng and amanda lim <3

2006-05-01T15:04:00.000+08:00

im supposed to be studying. ohwells, i hate the way i procrastinate.

2.4 tmr, and im just going to die running under the stupid 3pm sun. i was supposed to go running on sat and sun but i was too lazy. i shall forget about getting full marks for pft and let fill-in-the-blanks beat me by 987654321 mins or something, since it means so much to her. -.- honestly, i dont see the point. what's with the competition dudee, it's just 2.4 for goodness sake. it's not lk you're going to be crowned goddess of the universe if you win so yeah, chill man. i hope you read this, cos i want you to know that i dont care. so whatever happens tmr, dont indulge in self-satisfaction thinking that im oh-so-depressed. i wont be, too bad :)

yayy :) it's 1st of may. im getting my allowance soon. i don't know why but my money seems to be disappearing. i think im spending too much on foood. haha, in other words, i overeat. a box of honey bunches in 3 days is definitely too much. whoops :)

okay im boredd. i wanna go eat! later!

2006-04-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

helloo. the weekend is here! ponned training yesterday, went to town instead. heh. then i met the juniors to cab down to kallang :) free cab ride subsidized by the school so yeah :D I KNOW IM DAMN CHEAPO, HEH. okay, reached kallang and watched the last game of the b boys finals. it was hci vs acsi, and zixuan was playing last. the match was scary cos it was sorta close. thennn. it was prize presentation. took loadsa photos (as you can tell) and rushed to cheryl's baptism with zeslene and michelle. hahahha and zeslene was going on and on about _____ on the way there. first time i see her lk that okay :D but anyway, I THOUGHT SO TOO, ZESLENE! ;) ahhhhhhh faints :)

all in all, twas a fun day la :) i love rgsquash and im sad that i wont get to play anymore! i dont lk being a sec 4.

after that, i got very sad. i hate myself. bahh i dont want to elaborate :(

i stayed at home today cos i think i dont deserve to go out. i've been getting shit results la. then again, i didn't do alot today. sheesh.

ohoh. lim xiaoxiang! cheer upp! maybe it's for the better, so yeahh. put that smile back on your face and return to that bouncy crazy xiang whom i know soon alright? i'll be there for you :) loveee.

2006-04-29T16:39:00.000+08:00

cheryl at her baptism! i was the nice photographer :D

2006-04-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

MY BUDDY AND I :D

2006-04-29T16:36:00.000+08:00

me + mabel

2006-04-29T16:35:00.000+08:00

2006-04-29T16:29:00.000+08:00

juniors!

2006-04-29T16:28:00.000+08:00

lifang and chels

2006-04-29T16:24:00.000+08:00

susan and her buddy!

2006-04-29T16:22:00.000+08:00

i LuBb ChEw WoRxX.
haha okay shit im random.

2006-04-29T16:21:00.000+08:00

susan + michelle!

2006-04-29T16:19:00.000+08:00

pam is tall!

2006-04-29T16:18:00.000+08:00

2006-04-29T16:16:00.000+08:00

yay pretty zeslene :)

2006-04-29T16:15:00.000+08:00

susan chelsia :D

2006-04-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

yayy i love michelle!

2006-04-29T16:10:00.000+08:00

susan trying to be lk coach! nice try :D

2006-04-29T16:08:00.000+08:00

pam susan and i! they were trying to be taller :D haha

2006-04-29T16:06:00.000+08:00

twinniieee

2006-04-29T16:05:00.000+08:00

mr yang and i!

2006-04-29T16:04:00.000+08:00

huggs!

2006-04-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

susan!

2006-04-29T15:59:00.000+08:00

acting lk mr yang!

2006-04-29T15:54:00.000+08:00

unite!

2006-04-29T15:52:00.000+08:00

wheeee

2006-04-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

sc squash team and us! lovee

2006-04-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

our hero! whoops so blur :(

2006-04-29T15:47:00.000+08:00

i love you guys!

2006-04-29T15:46:00.000+08:00

rgsquash b and c div 2006 :)

2006-04-24T00:13:00.000+08:00

rgsquash. my loveeee :) the journey doesn't end here :)

2006-04-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

my baptism photo's out! only one photo though!

we spent SEVENTY-TWO bucks on chemicar! not as much as some pple did but still!? rawr. school's getting damn stressful but the worst as yet to arrive. doubt i'll be able to survive till the end of term 2.

IM MOVING! ASK MEEEE FOR NEW ADDIE :) oh i will update this blog less often, but will probably be posting pictures up so pple can get them. then i dont have to send one by one through msn. yupp byebye :)

2006-04-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EASTER SUNDAY :)

yaaayy! two thousand years ago, Jesus rose again and defeated the devil! the uglystupidstinky devil. HAWHAW :)

i just opened the bible for the first time in.. a few weeks? i realise i've been so far away from God. when pastor eugene was sharing with us about how the devil's plan was to deceive us into thinking that there is no hurry, it kinda struck me. i've been postponing QT and thinking that since my walk with God is already screwed, there's no harm in delaying one more day. ugh. i think it's time to get back on track :)

the trailer of the Passion of the Christ was heartwrenching. everytime i see it, it brings new meaning of Jesus' death to light all over again.

He walked the road, and He carried my cross.
He laid His life, and He died to save the lost.
He had no beauty or majesty,
a man of sorrow and familiar with suffering.
God struck His son, for me, for me.
what have i done to deserve love like this?
a son of God, my guilt offering.
nailed to the cross and stripped for all to see.
God crushed His son, for me, for me.
though no deceit was found in His mouth,
Jesus Christ died on the cross to set me free.

thankyou steph, for praying for me :) ohoh. and i was so happy to see van again! she was jumping and praising the Lord even though she's not supposed to -.- heh, i'd nvr believe she got into a car accident just a few weeks ago if i hadn't seen her lying in the hospital. ohmy, she's unbelievable. heehee, praise the Lord!

thank you for this love Lord,
thank you for your nail-pierced hands.

who wants to come to fcbc next weeeek! there's the breaking of the da vinci code to help you tell from fact to fiction! then you can go and watch the movie peacefully, knowing what's wrong and what's right in the story :D

2006-04-14T09:27:00.000+08:00

i need a time machine, please.

2006-04-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

everybody's changing, and i don't feel the same.

2006-04-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO! im back to blog! i've TONS to rant about, so if you dont favour angsty posts then stop reading HERE :) :)

the week's been uh. eventful, really. my life has been revolving around ss pt - how to handle a multicultural society, and OUR CHEMICAR! the latest craze around's vinegar and baking soda, so why don't you get some too? :) UGH, how sad a life, im basically sick of school and the holidays seem so faaaaar.

i met xiang today after a week and. a few days? heh, but it seemed so long since i last saw her! walked around town and talked damn alot. ever since susan began the whole observe-how-much-we-talk thing, i've come to realise that i really talk ALOT, and im a very noisy person. ahha anyway, xiang went to meet her darling CHRISSYPOO after that and they went on a hot date (i think). please dont kill me xiang :) i swear, no one comes here :D

shoutout to tay kehui! I LOVE YOU DEARR! no lesbian tendencies! haha, always here for you alright :) take caree!

im going to start ranting now. im highly disturbed by the topic we're doing in philo now, and the handouts given totally made it worse. i cant believe they quoted a whole part of Genesis in the bible to prove that God wanted to kill innocent children. i think the handouts are completely bullshit and i feel absolutely offended. the frigging author was questioning the whole christian faith and providing evidence that the God whom christians believe in is fake, and during the lesson, these arguments were explained and presented. what are we having here? an anti-Christ lesson? yes, i realise that philo is to nurture us into thinkers, but i do believe that there are many other controversial topics out there other than religion, which is obviously, a sensitive topic to discuss. i dont care if you call me an idiot enslaved by my faith, and being oversensitive of the issue. im downright insulted and i stand up for what i believe in. having done the torturous ss pt on multiculturalism, i guess the main takeaway of the whole thing was that being in this society means having to tolerate differences of other races/religions and to respect each other's beliefs. well.. is it me, or do they not practice what they preach? because as far as i know, introducing something which highly contradicts a particular religion isn't exactly very respectful, is it?

okay i've had my say. AAAAAHHHH my heart just jumped for a particular reason. -looks at kehui. AIYAA. okay nvm byebye!

2006-04-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been

im so tiredd. i hate school, it's lk totally draining the hell outta me and the others. rawr. so nationals has ended and i realise im super behind work. plus i got shit results although i tried so hard in the first term. i feel lk giving up now laa, lk what the heck. then again, i'll probably sink back further so the only way out now is to try to save my skin. hurrr, remind me once again, why do i bother so much.

i think i complain too much. i'd better learn to be more grateful for what i have. i guess im not in the worst situation.. it's so hard to look on the bright side sometimes.

nats and i were talking about jc and i realise that it's actually pretty near! TIME REALLY FLIES, a few more mths later, we'll all be going to rj. is that a good or a bad thing? HEH i hate rg but i dont wanna go rjc! im a very confused girl.

i finally saw cindy tdy. i hope audrey sees this :) i lk going cake/bread/kueh kueh shopping with audrey and nats :)

i love cupcorn!

2006-04-04T10:31:00.000+08:00

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you

ohhhlala i love that song :)

stuck at home. woke up tdy with super red eyes and i saw white stuff floating around. so freaky la i thought my eyes had infection or something. feeling better now after more sleep :) rawr i think they're having math in school now.

fmss match later, will most probably be playing. soooooo.. i gotta wear my contacts. damn.

hahah, camel monkey and kingkong :D stupid nats and kehui are hilarious!

okay i shall update some other time. meanwhile, i shall go do some ss or something. hurr, hate that thing to bits. cyah :) loveee.

2006-04-02T01:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO! it's lk 1:25am now and i refuse to slp! :(
gonna go nats' house and slpover till monday! going to school together! how fun :) but the main objective is to chiong chem pt la.. so yeah. not fun anymore!

baptism on friday. thanks muggerheads kehui and nats for coming down :) and also three of my beloved squashie darlings yilin, yujia and susan! :D thanks ppl, for going down to watch me get dunked for a few seconds! and also, thanks to the cell and other church friends for being there! heh :) im gonna be a good girl from now on :) cheryl darling, i'll be there to watch you next month okay? dont cry anymore :(

i've yet to think about the whole baptism thing on friday la. too busy and tired. training tdy! the 7 pointers thing was fun! im addicted to squash :D

you promised me long long ago that you'd be there, but i guess not. so i wore it, to make sure that something about you will be with me on this special special day :)

by the way, ss really sucks :( i've gotta scoot! shall slp now. gdnight!

2006-03-29T21:13:00.000+08:00

I AM STRESSED. i dont know how im going to pass my physics test on friday okay, im seriously screwedd.

monday- training + league match, tuesday - match, wednesday - support c div, thursday - match, friday first block - PHYSICS TEST.

what's with the workload man. physics test, chem pt, english pt, hist test, chinese test, ss pt, physics pt, rs report, rs presentation, bio test, chem test, alll coming right up.

and right now all i can think about is SQUASH.

2006-03-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

so we lost, heh. i couldn't help but cried because it meant so much to us, and especially to me. tears just fell, because at that moment, i felt like i had lost everything i ever wanted, every single thing. sorry to zeslene, i know it wasn't a nice feeling to come out only to meet our tear-stained faces, i didn't want to show my weak side but i really couldn't help it. you were brave, and you fought hard. great job girl, we're so proud of you :D

remember we said that even if we lost the match, we wouldn't lose our spirit? i guess although the game's over and we didn't succeed, we haven't really lost at heart, have we? :) remember those pretty chocolate muffins, hamburgers, cereal, gummy drops (haha susan), chocolates and most importantly, those notes of encouragement? remember all the times we've gone through all the tough training together? remember how we held on to our dreams as a team and the motivation we all shared? these are the things that matter, and no matter what, rgsquash will always reign in my heart :)

because you ppl are so special to me, each and everyone of you. and because we're a team, and we share a bond that won't be easily broken just by mere failures. it's the journey that counts, not the destination, and im proud of us, because we've held on together even in times of darkness and pain.

stay strong, keep fighting and hold on :) keep the fire ablaze and even if we dont win, we'll know the fight's worthwhile and have no regrets. i love you rgsquash :)

2006-03-22T20:08:00.001+08:00

so full and unglam!

2006-03-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

bigbighug

2006-03-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

2006-03-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

SCARY RIGHT

2006-03-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

so ugly but nvm :) the stupid things we doooo

2006-03-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

oddey audrey :)

2006-03-22T19:58:00.000+08:00

me nic nats

2006-03-22T19:57:00.000+08:00

2006-03-22T19:56:00.000+08:00

we will.. we will.. conk you!

2006-03-22T19:55:00.000+08:00

we're lk advertising for the store

2006-03-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

sotong :) i meant the ~~person~~ food :)

2006-03-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

2006-03-22T19:42:00.000+08:00

audrey is mad over beansprouts

2006-03-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

my darling m1

2006-03-22T19:38:00.000+08:00

2006-03-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

busy peeling prawn shells i think

2006-03-22T19:27:00.000+08:00

damn alot of fodd

2006-03-22T19:23:00.000+08:00

yay yay

2006-03-22T09:12:00.000+08:00

hello :)

2006-03-22T09:09:00.000+08:00

me + chaota kehui

2006-03-22T09:06:00.000+08:00

in the cabb

2006-03-21T00:34:00.000+08:00

outside suntec! waiting for a cab is boring!

2006-03-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

it's tmr tmr! first match! hahah go rgsquashers :) muacks :)

im damn bloody demoralized AND IT'S NOT THE FIRST TIME OKAY. i shan't think/talk about it now la, it's a happyhappy day :)

met sumien and mel at suntec :) then we cabbed down to marina for steamboat buffet! SAW NIC! mel and i ran to her and hugged her lk idiots! kehui was there too! then audrey nats and deb came after that! ate lk pigs and we looked lk we were pregnant. we also played the guess the number game and i got a forfeit. rawrr i had to do some tribal dance in front of everyone okay, so embarrassing. HEE. all in all it was super fun! :D photos soon!

2006-03-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

if we hold on together, i know our dreams will never die :)

susan and i were super motivated yesterday! after performing so badly, i felt lk i cld die, but ZESLENE our saviour revived our passion :) yay, that's the spirit man!

and i know im going to fight, right up till the very end.

i've been waiting for so long for what is going to arrive in the matter of days. it's not easy, nothing ever is, im going to hang in there, and im going to give it all i've got. it may not be good enough, but i'll make sure i'll fight with every bit of what i have, i promise i will.

hold on, and hold on tight :) we're in for the ride.

2006-03-16T18:36:00.000+08:00

i'd fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming,
that everything would be lk it was before.

OVER OVER! my ballet exam is OVERR! :) i was so super enthu when i was dancing cos i knew it'd be the last time i'd be doing it :) HOHO :) anyway, the examiner was nice and young and pretty. heh! but i was so scared when she looked at my feet. i've got horrible footwork :(

now it's time to focus fully on SQUASH. goodness, it's hell trying to juggle it all. which sorta reminds me, there's a physics test after learning journey PLUS alotta catching up to do. rah

2006-03-15T00:52:00.000+08:00

on the other hand, im totally appalled by fill-in-the-blanks. how can you do this, how can you even SAY this? and you're supposed to be a friend, a sister-in-Christ. wtf. im just SO utterly disgusted okay. forget all your "love always" and whatever other mushy things you come up with, they're all bullshit. maybe it's time for you to know that when you say things you aren't sincere about, it makes ppl's hairs stand.

well at least, it made mine.

2006-03-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

saw van alr! my poor girl :( so heartbreaking. didn't know how to react at the sight cos i didn't want to cry so yeah. she was slping/just closing her eyes cos she was tired. nikki and i prayed for her and when i said bye she SNORTED at me. haha! i wonder if she heard me. anyway, im happy cos she's outta the icu! thank God. hopefully her family will be able to tide through this time of financial difficulties, and that she'll recover speedily :)

VAN, I LOVE YOU! my pri 1, 2, 5, 6 classmate, sister-in-Christ and beloved cellmate, do get well soon.

val and i prayed for van's mummy. im so amazed by val, she said the whole prayer in CHINESE. ohmy.

2006-03-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

going to visit van later, heard that she isn't looking too good. damnit, i keep crying cos im so scared that her spine will be affected. i dont want anything lk that to happen. pls let it be only external injuries. rawr, im so pissed with that driver.

shall go organise my schedule for the rest of the week and next. i've got ballet later and tmr. shit man im so sick of dancing the same old thing over and over again. im sitting here in my leotard, and i can feel all my fats bulging out -.- ballerinas are supposed to look hot in their leotards, but i look at myself and laugh. what a joke.

will blog more often since it's the holidays :) counting down to nationals. SEVEN MORE DAYS till the first match against mgs.

cmon, we can do it rgsquash.